sorii lerr

had a blackout this morning, maybe around 9 to 12. so when the laptop was on track again, i received a delayed MSN message. "still alive ...?" . lol, thinking of it..walaweh it's been like months since our last meet up. sorry la arr guys, kinda busy at the moment. my life is like an apple.. once you eat it, it takes forever to get one from the tree.

something

ok. it's been awhile. anyway, ive been driving all over k.k today just to get me a pair of sandals, man. lol. thanks to the big size .. apparently, no. thanks to me for not fitting the 'paling kecil punya saiz' ahaha.

i had to go to wisma merdeka because that was the only place i could think of foot wear shops. i mean A LOT of shops, just in case for a back up. lol. yeah, i bought 1 pair of sandals and 1 pair of selipar jepun harga rm11.90 at the LAST remaining shop kekeke.. waa, last last time as i remember, selipar jepun was only about.. around rm3 something??

i went to the church, had a chitchat with GOD the almighty, just a one way conversation and hope that he hears me, though. my mind is at ease, for now and i am feeling enlighten a bit .. ohh it feels extra good. i want to write songs but nothing flows at the moment. might just enjoy it, the good feeling of empty thoughts.

i did some photo shots yesterday. nice sunset, it was. had a couple of good shots too. might want to learn photoshop a bit. looking forward for another good fun with the camera n friends.

ok i kinda like this pic.



need my sleep now. so later.

yeah.. today

ok just finished cooking and eating..it's 5 minutes to 10. i suddenly remembered my uncle's ikan masin goreng asam jawa.. ok la.. rasa sikit2 sama boleh makan juga. kinda envy my uncles coz they all good 'chef' in their own respective cooking style. mine .. like usual, masak terjun saja.

i drove for almost 3 hours from keningau. man, the heavy rain really hammered me down pretty good. clear visual only for several meters ahead and yeah, the lorries!!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! ouch, my back hurts! i had beer last night, can't remember how much i drank but the headache, it's a screw driver machine gun. i don't feel quite OK today. it's been 2 times the hangover made my head hurts. really bad.. it's time to stop drinking i guess, eh?

i miss my job. 1 week was like a thousand years of boredom. not entirely. it's just that, me, i'm pretty boring, myself. so i need that dose of daily rush, and of course, the money. money drives me super charged. i spent 1k at the beginning of the month and i need to get it BACK huhuhu. i haven't got my pay too. RUTH!!! MINTA DUIT!!! thehehe.

so here's a bit of today's life. life in its usual form.

saturday rambling

i went to the church yesterday and the day before it, well u know, holy thursday and good friday. so many people, man. a lot of sumandaks too but u know la, family side from here la from there la. sogit kama. so no can do.

is it hard to understand people near you, or is it me who are hard to be understand? i dunno, man. originally, i have my own thoughts to take care of, and now, others too. why can't i just do what i think best? complication and contradiction, two different words with 1 similarity, they're 2 blood sucking mother of all hell on earth. we just can't tolerate to any of both.

i went to my relative's house. there was a 'risik-merisik' going on at their place. so, my mom and i went there. my uncle called, and asked me whether they got rendang or curry. so i smsed him back, it's curry. so he came, with some friends, only for the food, especially for the curry. hahaha funny. but it's true, the aunty cooks one of the best curry and so is the sambal belacan, ohh, feels like heaven, of a moment.

the babies. whenever i come to their place, there will always be new babies around. whether they have one good baby production house, man, i don't know. 4 babies in the first period of the year, i'm sure it'll double in year end. well the kids, countless. their family is getting double if not triple in size every year. mine? well, gitu2 ja every year..we got one, si kungkang. ohh, yeah, my niece, michelle. or whoever her name is... can't remember.

you know, getting a good partner is ain't easy. but it's nice to have one. they say, just follow with the flow.. but i say, where is the flow? no wind no wave no vibration no nothing.. huhuhu sad, eh? yeah, like riding the highway. just another long journey ahead, with nothing much to see.. just the highway and the cars. i guess, like the cars, we flow on the 'river' highway. crap.

im scared of losing now. i dunno why. either it's because of the age or me getting mature.. losing is one scary thing, 200% sure. EVERYTHING counts. lama2 boleh gila huhuhu. the thoughts, it a dangerous mind play. but i want everything, ALL. scary.

saja saja

sa mo mengurat tu sigu sumandak tapi susah betul tau!!! sigu ohh sigu!! huhuhu

apa apa la

ohh had my own earth day since an hour ago. thanks to the blackout!! surrounded by pitch black and the pouring rain, waaaa... gelap gulita. nasib ada emergency light, kalau nda.. hancur kehidupan yg boring ini. thanks also to the friends who kindly exchanged smses.. tengkiu tengkiu tengkiu.

i went for my medical check up today at my aunt's fav doctor-friend. man, i know la im kinda kecil in physical features but don't la assume im still im my teens, lerr. so this doctor n co. layan me like i am still in my secondary school even after discovering my birth year. wooo, im soooo awet muda???

so i am stuck with the no. 53 in every measurement; the weight and so is my height. lol. ahhh whatever. i got injected with this vaccine, anti-typhoid?? or whatever that was.. i was so dumb to see it was an 'anti-tabloid'..and the doc gave me the look and smile. so i gave an excuse for not wearing my glass..hohoho.

he asked me whether i ever infected with T.B or hepatitis or whatever illnesses with a very welcoming and happy smile, like it is some sort of good things to have..

ok.. i won't go out without my goaty anymore..lol. that's, i think, what makes me a man in my lil kid's body.

ratu kalimaran

ok i overheard my mom and my young aunt were talking about the 'ratu kalimaran' from a distance and it was kinda funny when they were trying to pronounce the name of the winner 'maylesthelynne .. they were like ... "maaaayyyyylllleeeesssstttttthhhheeeee.... how to pronounce t.h.e.l.y.n.n.e???!!" and my mom said,

"kenapa nda kasi habis saja sampai huruf Z"

i was like wahahahahahahaha!!!